So i did it
now lets figure out is that you making me crazy or ur lousy attitude outside of bed...
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B like Back
today, Tuesday at 1am, i turn on my computer, read some news and decided to write again.
it may be due to all the shitty feeling i restore in myself from last month and so, or just simply because it's spring.
during past year i had many amount of arguments withing myself about life,live and the principle of living life in general.
what i discover was i want to hate human and pity the ridiculously meaningless life of ordinary mankind. anyhow what i found out is that i am too weak to be cruel. i am too weak to be manipulative and more importantly too weak to break all rules.
we all do break society rules here and there. but to completely destroy what we all learn during are childhood is a different story.
i may do that one day. and i know if it ever happens it will be after my parents death.
it may be due to all the shitty feeling i restore in myself from last month and so, or just simply because it's spring.
during past year i had many amount of arguments withing myself about life,live and the principle of living life in general.
what i discover was i want to hate human and pity the ridiculously meaningless life of ordinary mankind. anyhow what i found out is that i am too weak to be cruel. i am too weak to be manipulative and more importantly too weak to break all rules.
we all do break society rules here and there. but to completely destroy what we all learn during are childhood is a different story.
i may do that one day. and i know if it ever happens it will be after my parents death.
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