So i did it
now lets figure out is that you making me crazy or ur lousy attitude outside of bed...

k lets see if i can stop playing game
and change my life to the way i like.
gonna take a bit time
hopefully
hopefully
and at last hopefully

B like Back

today, Tuesday at 1am, i turn on my computer, read some news and decided to write again.
it may be due to all the shitty feeling i restore in myself from last month and so, or just simply because it's spring.
during past year i had many amount of arguments withing myself about life,live and the principle of living life in general.
what i discover was i want to hate human and pity the ridiculously meaningless life of ordinary mankind. anyhow what i found out is that i am too weak to be cruel. i am too weak to be manipulative and more importantly too weak to break all rules.
we all do break society rules here and there. but to completely destroy what we all learn during are childhood is a different story.
i may do that one day. and i know if it ever happens it will be after my parents death.

Angery time

being kind is consider as a good thing but u need to limit it at right degree, as if u be too kind, the situation will finally face you and make an ass out of you.
be nice for people who understand and appreciate it not for people who walk the street.
remembering the fading experience of old situations are the most important gift someone can have in his life.

and then like always life repeat itself , like an old story from corner of bookshelf when a man who rode it long time ago wrap his hand around of it and try to remember what he felt when he got that book from so called late father.

Three dreams of a man:
To be as handsome as his mother thinks.
To be as rich as his child believes.
To have as many women as his wife suspects...

Yep , that it for today.

- so why'd they break up?
: they stopped having sex.
: and they hate each other.
- which came first?
: i think they stopped, then realized they hate each other.
- do they hate each other because they stopped ... or stopped because they hate each other?
: i think they stopped having sex, then found out they hated each other.
: sex is a great thing to hide behind.
- that doesn't make any sense!
: for a lot of people, it's easier to fuck than talk.
- says who
: whatever. but every couple i know that stops having sex ...ends up hating each other ...
- but i don't hate her
: good!

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p.s : I'm so agree with ==> for a lot of people, it's easier to fuck than talk !
chao